| Location | West Midlands |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 12/12/2008 |
| Date of Death | 12/12/2008 |
| Visitors | 832 since 28/12/2008 |
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I never got to hold or meet you:>(. Sadly you taken your last breath inside my tummy at 12wks. (You grew angle wings to soon). Mommy, Daddy and your big sister tanaisha & all your family miss you dearly and we all will never forget you, you will always be in our hearts forever. xx
Me and my now husband got married on the 6th Aug 08 and 1 month after we found out i was expecting our 2nd child. we were over the moon as we both wanted another prince or princess. I went to my midwife and they could not estimate how far i had gone. We never had any idea as we were trying from our wedding night onwards. The midwife then decided to book a dating scan for the following Tuesday. When we got there they told us i had only gone 8wks but there was a little heart beat and everything was fine. They asked to see us in 4wks which would make me 12wks. I remember us walking out so happy and rushing to my moms then my nans to show off our scan picture.(our Lil angle was so small and looked like a little dinosaur we were so proud.)
We went back for the follow up 12wks scan i got my token ready for the picture and they called us in. My little sister & daughter shouted "can we come in and see the baby"? so my hubby put them on the chairs and the lady started the scan. She was there for ages looking and in my heart i felt something was not right and she looked at us and said "I'm really sorry your pregnancy is not progressing the baby hasn't grown & there is no heart beat" I felt my body go cold i asked my hubby to take the children out and asked if they could check for the heart beat again so he lady got some1 else to confirm it and she did. I broke down they tuck us into this little room where i sat sobbing. They recommended me to have a d/c as they did not no how long it had been since our baby grew angle wings so i had a d/c on the 12 december 08.
It was the hardest thing i have ever done and i will never get over it.
January 19th 2009. I got my result back from the hospital today and they told me i had a partial mola pregnancy.
If there is any one out there that as experienced the same or similar i would love to hear from you.xx
Thank you for all your love and support. Tania and Chace xx
What Makes A Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today,
I asked, "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say:
A Mother has a baby,
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, he replied
With confidence in his voice,
I give many women babies,
When they leave it is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day,
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath,
and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing Here...
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here!"
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me,
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow is where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear,
"Mommy, Please don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I am here"
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons there are through,
And on the day that you come home,
they'll be at the gates waiting for you
So now you see
What makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart,
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
R.I.P my baby. mommy loves you xx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xx
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne Hall
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one. XX
Angel
No longer here on earth
You are missed so very much
Your friends and family want you
Long to feel your touch.
We keep you in our hearts
Our love we send your way
Your angel wings in heaven
Feel it every day.
For the time that you were here
You really left your mark
Those left behind were
Feeling cold and dark
Now you are an Angel
In gods garden you are free
You send your love with raindrops
Saying it’s just a kiss from me
We will always love you Angel
You are our heart and soul
Your light shines brightly on us
It helps to fill your hole.
Until I get to heaven
Please keep a place for me
I’d like to be with you
When it’s time to be set free.
A CANDLE OF LOVE FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.XXX
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my thoughts are with you xx
no-one really knows wat we feel unless they have been thru it themselfs hun,they say with time it gets easier....but me myself dont think it does.
i am so sorry for ur loss hun i understand what you are going through as on the 15th dec 08 i too lost my lil angel,i never stop crying and feel sometimes so empty. our angels are in heaven hun and they will always be with us in our everyday lives and one day we will all be together as one.
r.i.p angels and sleep well xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx if you ever need to talk hun im here :) xxxxxxxxx
Just a lil thank you
I just want to say a thank you to all of you that has lite a candle for my little angel. I really appreciate your support thank you again Tania xx
Daddys hear
A Father's Grief
It must be very difficult
To be a man in grief,
Since "men don't cry"
and "men are strong"
No tears can bring relief.
It must be very difficult
To stand up to the test,
And field the calls and visitors
So she can get some rest.
They always ask if she's all right
And what she's going through.
But seldom take his hand and ask,
"My friend, but how are you?"
He hears her crying in the night
And thinks his heart will break.
He dries her tears and comforts her,
But "stays strong" for her sake.
It must be very difficult
To start each day anew.
And try to be so very brave-
He lost his baby too.
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